I pay my bills by working as a freelance writer/editor. Usually, that entails me hewing and sanding language about others’ thoughts and interests. A hygienic business, for the most part — subjects kept safely distant, taut, and orderly. But this Seven Treasures project: it required trekking through much bramblier and overgrown woods than I expected. My words here carry the cuts, scrapes, and burrs that prove I made the journey (even if I’m not sure where I’ve arrived).
1. “Into the Primitive”
This is the first object winking at me from my dusty cabinet of curiosities: Jack London’s The Call of the Wild — 7 3/4” x 5 1/8” x nearly 14/16”. Unabridged. Illustrated. Published in Wisconsin. According to my mum’s note written on the flyleaf, I received this “as a prize for spelling in grade 2, June 1974.” The cover art is blue midnight, wintery northern-spruce forest, and snarling jaws: clearly for boys only! I musta wept some lonesome-critter tears that summer.
2. My Little Friend
Another maternal inscription. This time, not literal. He stands barely 2 9/16” tall. Mostly creamy grey, with traces of yellow and blue paint in the creases of his long coat and belt. This is Dopey: the seventh dwarf — my mum’s tiny figurine from the late 1930s or early ’40s.
We moved out of my childhood home when I was 15 and most of my toys vanished. Not certain how. But Dopey stuck around ’til I unearthed him years later from a wooden whisky box lurking in a spidery corner of my grandparents’ cellar. He’s my talisman. We’ve been on some top-notch rambles together.
3. Ducks Are People
My father fell ill when I was 15. He passed away seven years later. Memories of dad as a vital person are the ones I strive to hang on to. Best of all: down at the lake — floating, tinkering, smoking, napping.
Among the few trinkets that came to me when he died is a green metal pin-on button (rusty on the back) — 2 1/8” across. In the centre there’s a white cartoon silhouette of a smiling duck, with the words “Love a Little White Duck” slung around the circumference. I can’t recall my father ever wearing this button, nor do I even know where it came from or what the message means. But at least it’s clear this mysterious bit of paint and tin was something that made him laugh enough to keep.
4. Rhymes with Memory
I couldn’t have just one book amongst my treasures. This next one measures 4 3/8” x 6 5/8” x 1 1/8”, and, like the volume before, it too was a school prize. Forty-three years before I howled with Jack London, my grandfather received Arthur Quiller-Couch’s redoubtable Oxford Book of Victorian Verse for “general proficiency” in form IVB at Ashbury. Its 1,023 pages are thin, serious tissues, but the volume itself is sturdily bound in faded scarlet morocco.
I read Hardy’s “Darkling Thrush” from this little book at his funeral. It bolstered me to speak those old rhymes and to rekindle, through “the growing gloom,” my granddad’s “happy good-night air.”
5. Uisge Beatha
Here’s one that’s cheerier (about time). Throughout my childhood I was absorbed by nature’s mysterious creatures and corners, blathering vigorously to whatever adult would listen about uncanny forest footprints, the ghost of Anne Boleyn, WWII fighter planes that vanished around Bermuda, and scaly beasts that reside in watery caves. But it used to drive me nuts (still does) when I would hear about so-called scientific missions to “find” Nessie. So bullyish and so wrong to disturb her misty Scots solitude!
When Auntie Margaret passed away, I pocketed from a shelf in her home a ceramic figurine of the enigmatic creature herself. A smiling wee lass (4 15/16” nose to tail) sporting a jaunty tam and a belly full of Beneagles, my Nessie paddles blithely, undisturbed, across the surface of her grey-green loch.
6. Joie d’Hiver
Within about a month of decamping to Montreal in late summer 1989 I fell hard for another new transplant named Dennis. Around the same time we met, Den learned that he had taken second prize in that year’s Labour Day weekend novel competition sponsored by Arsenal Pulp Press. The even better news contained in that letter was that Arsenal’s editor so admired the manuscript he invited Den to rework it for publication.
Now, when I thumb through the resulting book — Dog Years — I time-travel back to that long, sub-zero St. Lawrence winter where I was kept warm by two entwined intensities: a new relationship and Den’s powerful word-alchemy.
7. Resinous
Organic last: in places a thumbnail thick, shaggy, craggy, grey-brown bark surrounds the pale creamy-orange heart of a half-circle fist-and-knuckles fragment of silver maple.
Throughout my childhood, that ancient dragon stood on the west side of my grandparent’s place. He shaded my bedroom from summer’s late-afternoon sun, made room for all my scrappy birdhouses. The tiniest puff of breeze and every branch would snap to life with glinting, quaking, argent-green eyes.
I was down south at university when he was felled. I recall the knee-buckling drift I felt when I returned home one holiday to find his space empty, the illumination switched off. A few limb-shards lay scattered in the ragged mid-December snow. I retrieved one. Twenty years on and those woody rings preserve my friend’s sharp, spicy aroma.
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MORGAN HOLMES grew up on the igneous shield of Northern Ontario. He spent most of his 20s in Montreal, and since then has found himself skirting Lake Ontario’s lowland shores. A freelance writer and editor (www.wordmeridian.com), Morgan also teaches continuing-education courses at Ryerson University (Shakespeare in Performance, The Art of Promotional Writing). When off the clock, he likes to spend time on wordless pursuits — his top three being piping, hiking, and canoeing.
Morgan,
A treat to read about your journey. Isn’t it funny how those little childhood treasures mean so much to us, like touchstones. Sounds to me like your calling came early, ’74 prize for spelling. I have a book awarded to my father as a boy in England in the 1920s, and wonder how that propelled him in life. We’re sentimental, thank goodness.
Thank you, Mary. What a thoughtful note. I like your characterization of childhood books as propulsive — often, it seems, they accelerate us when we least expect!
Morgan,
Really enjoyed this. Got me wondering about my own childhood treasures, and what could have happened to some of them…
Cheers mate,
Stu.
Thanks, Stuart. If my experience is any guide, I think you’ll find those marbles and matchbox cars inside a saggy ol’ box over behind the furnace (inevitably seems to involve giant cobwebs too — what’s up with that?!).
Slainte,
Morg
Hi Morgan,
Really good reading got me thinking a lot haven’t quite made up my mind yet not easy.
Bit chilly here in the Cotswolds dark already only 4pm.
Thanks a lot Barb. Xxxxx
Thanks, Barb!
Stay warm. Last night it was about 25F here. So, lots of logs in the fire and frost on all the windows this morning.
Morgan
Hi Morgan,
Thanks for leading me to this. It’s a pleasure to read your own voice for a change. I’d love the chance to read more sometime.
I have the good fortune of owning many of the objects from my childhood. I was a packrat until the age of 20, when I did a 180 and became a chronic disposer, which I still am. Thankfully, I’d kept things for so long, that I wasn’t about to get rid of them then, so they’re still in boxes in my basement – figurines from my room, small family treasures and every notebook I ever wrote in for school or personal use, from Kindergarten to final year at McGill. I think they grow more valuable to me by the day.
Thanks again for leading me here. Have a great weekend.
Jason
Jason, coming from such a vivid writer as you, this is high praise. Thanks so much. I want to hear about the contents of your basement boxes over pints soon.
Morgan
Morgan,
Such beautiful, evocative writing. And like others who have commented here your memories prompted some of my own. A bookmark of red leather, gold embossed, given to me by my parents in a Christmas stocking, later to become slightly-chewed at one end, I confess. (It was difficult in those days to separate the sheer comfort of reading from that bookmark.) And your tree! I was reminded vividly of an entire forest I once loved, razed for a housing development (much to my fury). I’m glad you still have a shard with its “sharp, spicy aroma.”
I look forward to reading more of your work.
Li